Okay, so you're not doing as well as you thought you'd be and need to get a job in order to make the bills...are you a failure? I don't think so, and here's why:
Business is HARD
Sometimes it SUCKS
It's okay to do something else until you can make your bills through your company. You are the master of your fate and it's on YOU to pay the bills. Don't worry what other people think...especially if they think you're a failure because you still need a job to cover everything. They aren't paying your bills...YOU ARE. I am rooting for you no matter what!